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i am feeling guilty already. i have been slack at work, at home and on this cyberspace. someday soon i will be back to my normal self. i hope.

yes i am not normal these past few weeks as you know. if you have been my friend for some time you know i am not the silent type. but things happen and chnage can actually slow you down.

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we had a heart to heart talk .she is going out for dinner again tomorrow night. she knows i love Uncle M that is why just switching it off is not easy for me. it will take time. i thought she will too. but i have just to accept the fact that people are different. at least now she understand. i am not being selfish to her i just want her to be happy. not for the sake of it. i don't like desperate women. i find them too cheap.

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something happened at work .it is now under investigation. i am curious and same time i am scared. it will mean that the job will be on me. no pls . it is a nice thought but not now. i am not ready.

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looking forward to november. that is the scheduled time my mama is coming here in nz with aunty.she can not travel alone anymore that is why i am so happy that aunty is going home. but before i get too excited i better hurry up in sending my supporting docs. argh! have i told i have been abnormally lazy. i hate lazy people and that includes me.